[04 Dec 2009|07:49pm] iwish [takara_mai] I wish school quarters weren't so short, because by the time I actually feel comfortable with the people around me, the quarter is already ending and I'll never see anyone again. I wish that I could go back, even just a few weeks, and pluck up the courage to talk to people that I knew I could get along with. I wish I didn't daydream so much. I do it so vividly that I always feel a bit of disappointment that things aren't how I dream them up to be. 1 [] FOOL

[04 Dec 2009|10:19pm] iwish [chaosinspires] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Reach- Eyes set to Kill ] I wish ... that I didn't want to cry all the time, and that I was good enough. I hate feeling like someone wants to suffocate me, and I can't stand the amounts of pressure you put me through. Ease up, please. I can't deal with this anymore. 1 [] FOOL

Grrr. Money Money Money. [04 Dec 2009|07:46pm] iwish [j2forever] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Lady Gaga "Pokerface" ] I wish plane tickets weren't so damn expensive so I could but one to AK for my bday and new years! grr. FOOL

HGC [04 Dec 2009|09:39pm] iwish [calamitycurls] I wish it was positive. I wish it had been a baby, not a cyst. I don't want any more of this wondering and feeling let down. I wish I didn't get my hopes up. I wish I didn't have polycystic ovaries. or Diabetes. I wish it wasn't so hard to let go of the dream of having babies. FOOL

twitts of the day [05 Dec 2009|02:00am] sitar_tattoo 17:06 I'm not evil! I smoke good weed. I smoke good reefer. #favguccilines # Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter FOOL

[05 Dec 2009|09:20am] iwish [nur_aiyn] i wish i could make a bff competition like paris hilton FOOL

[04 Dec 2009|07:21pm] iwish [deafeninglies] I wish I could rewind my life even though the reason I hate my life currently is because the way I used to live it. I miss crazy random adventures of raving and crazy intoxicated weekends filled with friends and fun because it's all over now. Sometimes I feel like the best times of my life are behind me and I don't know what to hold onto or look forward to :[ FOOL

[04 Dec 2009|02:43pm] iwish [captslow_show] [ mood | indescribable ] I wish TV writers didn't think depressing content on their shows would be a necessary thing to add all the fucking time I wish I didn't watch soap operas so damn much. Such garbage... I wish I had the guts to give a fuck you reply to my cousin. The family has an email going around wondering what to do for Christmas, and it's been going on +20 replies and the second oldest of the cousins who has long since abandoned Washington to live with his father he supposedly hates in Iowa has finally posted a reply. He suggested we all write letters to one another about what we really think about each person to see if we'll have any more merry Christmases. We always got along just fine, but this makes me want to just spit back at him with nothing held back, because without question everyone else will give him a light sterning and henpeck him the next time we meet, because he's in Iowa and can't hear the gossip. I wish I had enough money for a ticket. Bus, train, plane, I don't care. Anywhere but here would taste sweeter than home FOOL

[04 Dec 2009|10:24am] iwish [lady_toky] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Koda Kumi - Chase | Powered by Last.fm ] i wish my mom felt better & has a safe trip back home. i wish i could have a bit of motivation to workout. i wish i wasn't so tired. i wish the cold weather didn't bother my lungs so i could go walk outside. i wish everyone has a wonderful day. 2 [] FOOL

my wish right now! [04 Dec 2009|06:42pm] iwish [stormykallisto] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Late Night Alumni - Hope ] I wiah that I finished my 15 pages project, I'm still slcaking of and too lazy to start it I wish that the papers finishes itself and I when I wake up tomorow it all written & printed T_T FOOL

Surefire way to bring about the end of the world... [04 Dec 2009|12:25am] iwish [fayanora] I wish every wish made from this moment forth, all over the world, by anyone, would come true. *Cue evil laughter* 2 [] FOOL

[03 Dec 2009|09:05pm] iwish [takara_mai] I wish I could stop having dreams with my crush in them. It's happened every night this week, which is weird because I never have consecutive dreams with the same person in them. 2 [] FOOL

[03 Dec 2009|11:18pm] iwish [electroblitz] I wish I didn't really, really want to kiss you whenever you talk to me. I wish I could kiss you. FOOL

Fuck you. [03 Dec 2009|09:38pm] iwish [cassandranoelle] [ mood | angry ] I wish that you hadn't been an asshole. I wish that you could have been a good father. I wish we didn't hate each other. I wish you hadn't sold Dandy and Skip. I wish you hadn't done that to the dogs. I wish you were different. 2 [] FOOL

[03 Dec 2009|06:37pm] iwish [viper_rock] I wish I had job. I wish I could afford a cat. I wish I could stand to have an indoor cat, since I live in an apartment. FOOL

twitts of the day [04 Dec 2009|02:01am] sitar_tattoo 13:22 @gemko Review of the year # 15:19 The music in this pub is awful. Why does so much chart music blow? # 19:13 @SarahDobbs "I never sleep because sleep is the cousin of death" - Nas # 20:51 On stage in own minutes. Butterflies. # 23:30 Gunz up! RT @neilpooran Guns of Parlophone: three ways to have a good night out in Glasgow #gunsofp # Automatically shipped by LoudTwitter FOOL

[03 Dec 2009|05:03pm] iwish [ayumidah] I wish today wasn't so bizarre. FOOL

[03 Dec 2009|06:03pm] iwish [peaches_n_bowie] [ mood | nostalgic ] I wish I wasn't so emotional about the little stuff I wish I knew what goes on in her mind I wish things were like they were I wish I could be happy with change I wish you were here just to hold me and tell me everything will be fine The world is a beautiful place but I wish I could fly up to the stars FOOL

Deaths [03 Dec 2009|04:49pm] solitarywiccans [lobotomysoup] [ mood | distressed ] One of my rats is dieing. She has been having a hard time breathing for a while now, I've been giving her medication but it hadn't been helping much. She has been loosing her fur and now has a tumor on her ribcage. Vet pretty much said "well, we'll kill her for a good price" which I cant' do. First, a good price to put a rat down is like two hundred bucks (or as I heard one of the snide nurses saying: just feed it to a snake and get it over with). Second .. well I don't want to give them my money, not after all the shit treatment that we've gotten there. Each time I take a rat in, I get treated like I'm taking some corn or something in. That its food and I'm being stupid. I know to some, an attachment to an animal like that is kinda silly, especially a rat. I can't have kids. My rats are my kids. Prob the worst animal to have for that seeing how you're lucky if they hit four. Mine all seem to die around two. I really don't know anything to do for her asides from making her comfortable up to death. But just putting them in a box and throwing it in the ground feels like its not enough. Like I should be doing so much more to set them along. I have been wrapping them up in my knitting, since it feels like SOMETHING, but is there any kind of practices that you could suggest? I'm sorry if this is kinda ..not set up well. Its hard to type while you're crying, as I'm sure you know. Edit - I am looking for a new vet, have been. I also plan on taking her to a vet in the morning to be put down, as her breathing has gotten worse. EDIT UPDATE The vet said the tumor is unrelated to the lung issues. She is really really sick. I have had her separated due to being ill in the first place, and have a water additive antibiotic that I got from TSC under recommendation. As of last night she was already at the clucking stage, but there is a chance she will pull though. They do want to take the tumor out, but the vet said that there is a good chance it is just a fatty tumor, not a cancer one. I have had two pass in the past few months, and two others have had serious medical issues crop up, so I jumped to the worst. She is still on the edge, but the vet did not want to put her down yet. And this is a different vet, I found one that seems pretty nice a few cities over. I want to thank all of you for your input and kind thoughts. You all really did help calm me down and get me thinking straight. 24 [] FOOL

iWish [03 Dec 2009|04:41pm] iwish [diveforyou] I wish I hadn't woken up so late, then I wouldn't have missed my Business final >_> 2 [] FOOL

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